Arghhhh!
I wanted to blog about my new year’s resolution and a look back at 2007 but after I checked my results from last sem, i’m no longer in the mood to do that…
I got 2 B+, a B and 3 B-!!! My GPA is so screwed up now! Sigh…
I did a quick calculation and in order to keep my entrance scholarship, i basically need to score all As next semester. That’s a bit of an intimidating conclusion. I’ll try my best but the odds are stacked against me…
Sometimes I ask myself why I’m so concerned about my grades. I can’t really find an answer to it. It just upsets me greatly. I have by no means ever performed well academically besides my A lvls and maybe the first few year’s of my primary school. It just seems to make my life so much harder to always expect myself to study consistently and work hard when i’m not a person like that. It just diminishes the joy of learning so much. In the first place, that’s why i picked engineering…it’s not so much about memorising and knowing facts, but going out there and trying out things and new ideas and stuff. But at the end of the day, the only way pple can judge you is based on your results.
I need some time to calm down…I think God wants me to learn a lesson from this disastrous semester…